Back Home...I am finnished with my Far East Tour and am now back in the confines of Southern California. I would be lying if I said I did not wish I was still over there. The buildings were amazing, the people friendly, the food delicious. I just can not wait to get back out there. I just wish that I never had to leave. I enjoyed it way to much out there and now coming back to the states eerything seems uninteresting and boring all of the time. I guess now I will just spend most of my time at the beach, Gym, and on the internet of course when I am not working.
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Controlso many silent nights away away from what i knew and trusted thrust into this structure this structure built out of controlControl
control over everything mind and body total control over myself for the making of a fine tuned machine
a machine that follows orders without thought or remorse i do this to survive so i will make it back
back to where i would rather be back with friends, comfort back with family, security back to my life, which ceased to exist
with each night away i come closer closer to when everything will r
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worries and stresswhy must this happen me thrown in the middle with all these problems at my heels it is a fight that seems impossible to winworries and stress
money leaves
before i know it the new car runs like a piece of shit shutting off around every corner
i am embarrassed
of the troubles hate showing weakness in the face of my friends they offer their support
i refuse help why do i do this i am not that strong i can feel the stress imbedded in my back
the pain has been there for about a week or two it never eases
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- Current Residence: Camp Pendleton, CA
- Interests: camping, glowsticking, running under the moonlight
- Favourite movie: Bangkok Dangerous, seven swords
- Favourite band or musician: The Cruxshadows,System of a Down, Fallout Boy, Sublime, Anti-Flag
- Favourite genre of music: Mainly Techno, punk and industrial, but I listen to anythign really
- Favourite artist: ATS
- Favourite poet or writer: e.e. cummings
- Operating System: Windows Vista
- MP3 player of choice: Zen
- Wallpaper of choice: Asian Girls
- Skin of choice: My own
- Favourite game: Civ 4
- Favourite gaming platform: XBOX 360
- Personal Quote: reenlist if your crazy! I did!
- Tools of the Trade: Pencil and paper
- Email: italian_punk144@yahoo.com
- MSN: italian_soccer_freak_5000@yahoo.com
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I am alone in the darkness for I can not see my friends even if they are right next to me.
~squee~
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The higher you are, the further you fall.
The longer you walk, the further you crawl.
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Good health insurance is a d12 hit die.
"I don't care how many fangirls you have. Get back in the box with the rest of the NPCs."
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HAVE YOU HEARD THE NEWS THAT YOU'RE DEAD??
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I am alone in the darkness for I can not see my friends even if they are right next to me.
~squee~
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and with every breath...I am distanced from you.
my breath being hushed now, and my hands yet groping.
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I am alone in the darkness for I can not see my friends even if they are right next to me.
~squee~
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and with every breath...I am distanced from you.
my breath being hushed now, and my hands yet groping.
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"Yeah it's going to rain today, what do you want me to do about it?!" -Tom Skilling, from a WGN skit
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